There has been a thought process for me which i have come to call “the battle” for me this is the ongoing battle within between happy + Sad. Since my last results which were good by the way i am officially in remission and really enjoyed life for about 6 weeks after that, up until […]Read more "The Battle"
The 20th of September marked 1 year to the day that i had a doctor tell me i had Cancer, Which was by far the worst day of my life. Tomorrow is the day i get my final results which depending on the results will put me into remission and i cant wait for this […]Read more "Todays Battle"
I am depressed! its something i have learned recently to recognise and i am not ashamed of it 1 bit. Its a temporary mindset and it wont last. Again i am writing this from the heart, i probably wont re read what i write as i will just delete things and change it. Now […]Read more "I am depressed"
Just had my first ultrasound done to check for any thyroid tissue and it all came back clear – im not someone who cries at things that happen in life but i swear to go iv cried more in the last 3 weeks then i have in the last 10 years! During the scan everytime […]Read more "Get used to it"
So this morning i went to see my ent specialist who told me i need 2 more scans before i officially get the all clear from cancer. So here i am again sat in a hospital waiting room with my thoughts for company not knowing if this scan is going to be the thing that […]Read more "Ups and downs pt 2"
Was sat in the waiting area with my mum in complete silence unable to speak. Get called into the room and the first thing the doc says is “stop worrying its good news!!!” Didnt really know how to react i wanted to cry but feel im all out of tears of im honest. But fuck […]Read more "Results"
So today is the day i go and get my results for the lump they removed from my knee. Currently sat in the back of my dads car on the way to the hospital with eminems not afraid playing in one ear on repeat, and i feel sick to my stomach! Someone just cut my […]Read more "Todays the day"